Freddo's Heroes..

Paying homage to these wonderful people in my life.
They are literally my heroes, who have saved my life...


Aunty Nancy.



Aunty Debbie.




Richina.



Geno.



Dro.


ALLSTARS...simply paying homage, can't even explain the history with these people.

PAIN

1. An unpleasant sensation occurring in varying degrees of severity as a consequence of injury, disease, or emotional disorder.


2. Mental or emotional suffering or torment.

siiigh.
All over a girl who has now became a woman.

Have you ever loved anyone, but you were too young to really call it love? When your young, you take those type of emotions for granted. It leads to a very sad road in most situations, including my own.

THE STORY (Brief summary)


Once upon a time a young fly flashy man moved to Arizona(similar to fresh prince of Bel Aire). This young man eager to make friends turned to MYSPACE. There he met wonderful GIRLS, but he also met a very special human being, a young girl who would SOON change this young boy's life.

The two became friends and developed a fun innocent relationship. These friends later became a couple, which was strange for him, and normal for her. There came a point and time where the couple made claims of "being IN LOVE". Breaking up getting back together x100, cheating, lies, and sorries were all played in this game. Summer of 2006 he made a decision to move back to California (like always)and was away from his Queen?(that's the word he would have used then) he left without a goodbye, without a kiss, hug. without anything. The two talked almost every single day of that summer. She wanted a long distance relationship, that the young "BOY" refused to cooperate with(dumb). The two began to grow apart, to this day they still keep in contact ironically on myspace, and that's where the story ends.



was going to go into detail about this next part, BUT I just seen something that took me out of the mood.

SUMMARY

Do not abuse the love and kindness others bestow upon you. Hold on to it, because that person may be your future.

Do NOT damage a relationship beyond restoration or even minor repair. I don't have anything against "Playing" people, because that's just how the game goes in today's society, and I don't have anything against "Handcuffing" Protect Your Shit! But do NOT let foolish pride get in the way of you protecting your shit(your partner) and let someone else snake you or not even necessarily snaking, cause if you fuck up too bad it won't be snaking, just a outright approach to your other half straight game spitting.

Just thought of this "Be Wise and Compromise" don't judge me if that has already been said. Compromise is the key to everything that's done successfully. Do not be selfish, you will regret it, plus if you really love that person create an equal atmosphere.

I still love you, no matter what my MIND makes my mouth say, my HEART speaks the truth. It hurts to be far away from you, and things are not the same, knowing that if there ever was a chance of us, it would be DEEP in the future, or not at all.

I still feel the pain from the heartbreak i did to my self...




I am tired, so excuse meeh if my blog sounds like jiberrish jib jib ya ya ya!

Kid Cudi NOT retiring

So low key, I was kinda offended by him saying he was going to retire, BUT I am happy as FUCK that he is not. Keep grinding, cause there are people out there that grind hard for "A LOT less" you feel me.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SIS!!!

HAPPY One Year year Anniversary at Victoria Secret!


I'm am a couple of days off, but hey, it happens...

I am happy that we got to be hired on together, from the group interview, to the on boarding, to getting thrown onto the floor, to clubbing, and developing a sibling like relationship!!!

This is more than just a blog on out VS anniversary, it also MY APPRECIATION FOR YOU!!!

Dopest Video of 2009 So Far

N.A.S.A. - New Music - More Music Videos

I been had this song for a minute....

Dwell On It

"Don't waste potential, because when it's gone or in the process of fading, IT WILL JUDGE YOU ON WHAT YOU DO WITH IT."

-Hit the path to your dreams at an early age(before 30). Potential grows weaker with age. When your young and active you have better ideas, more energy, and possible early retirement. Life would just be easier.
If you follow the above, there is less of a chance of you getting older and regreting what you did't do when you were younger.

do it now..


MY QUOTE OF THE WEEK

"Great Minds, talk about ideas.

Average Minds, talk about events.

Simple Minds, talk about people."

Which one are you?


- bE ORIGINAL, or talk about someone who is...as simple as that.
Don't be affraid to be different step outside of boxes and really FUCK UP normal society!!! ha

Where The Wild Things Are...THE EFFIN MOVIE!!!

This movie looks extra dope, the book was cool, but the movie is gonna be bananas!!
Check out the graffics and the action in this clip.

BOB MARLEY

WHAT A LEGEND!!!





I SADLY just became a FAN in 2008, BUUUT I have heard and liked his songs since I was young.

NOW, today I got an urge to youtube Mr. Marley, and found that he was as chill as his music. He really lived that shit yo.

Everything was good until I decided to search his cause of death. To my surprise "WTF" this nigga cut his foot while playing soccer, which got infected. Now the doctor ordered that Marley have his toe removed BUUT he refused, by him refusing the infection traveled to his brain, and we are MARLEY-LESS...WTF that shit hurt my heart, how can such a great legend leave this world like that?

Anyway, here is a tribute to BOB MARLEY...R.I.P.

Some good ol' youtube videos!!

They are in order of funniest to least funiest.

....

Dearly from your ONLY GRANDSON......







REST IN PEACE NANA.

"ARTIST" you are MOST LIKELY sleeping on...

Allow me to help you catch up, and view these new and not as new artist which you may have not heard before. I love music, and all kinds so I am constantly searching for new sounds! I am posting their best songs (in my opinion) then rating the artis. Lookk for all these artist in 2009.

BLU





Love this song.

Originality 9/10

Lyrics 7/10

Delivery 10/10


Tyga





He is inconsistant with his songs but....
The kid is getting nicer.

Originality 10/10

Lyrics 8/10

Delivery 9/10


Drake





This nigga is the future.
Sings and Raps.
People are starting to notice him now.
Download all his shit if your not familiar.
He is VERY consistant.

Originality 8/10

Lyrics 10/10

Delivery 10/10


Kid Cudi







Dude is EXTRA dope.
He has a furturistic sound,
Cudi is ALSO the future of Hip-Hop.
Sings and Raps.

Originality 11/10

Lyrics 7/10

Delivery 9/10


VARIOUS DOPE ARTIST

The Cool Kids// Mickey Factz



The Cool Kids Go HARD EVERY track.

Asher Roth



White boi is the TRUTH!!

Gedanken...

(German)
Today had its ups and downs.
People have been ASSUMING a lot of shit about me lately, and the its really pissing me off, STRAIGHT UP! They are all starting to look like ASSES! haha.

I got some comfort closure from my NANA today, she was talking a lot, and had memories comeback to her. I was reading some of this book my aunt let me see(I forget the name of it), but it was about coping with death and the symptoms of it. The book had a list of suggestions in which people are held back from getting over death. I came to the conclusion that me and my NANA have unfinished business(one of the suggestions). We did a lot of things together that i will miss and remember, BUT, I WANT MORE, I NEED MORE. MUSIC gets me well though. So I'm get well soon.

My phone is off, so my "Bust Down" connections are kinda on hold. And to my freinds I'm sorry...BUT I'm NOT sweating the fees, ha, unless you got sum money for me.Digg.

Anyone who is wondering why I haven't hit them up, I have been in a long peaceful meditation, music and determination. OH and family.

Congrats to my nigga for finishing his album. Whenever your ready we're going to get it out there! It's a A+ year, I guess that means the label traveled back in time...? Right.

The blog is gonna be back on schedule this week though, for any of you who actually read the stuff I have to say. It's about to get real. I have a personal blog coming tomorrow, it was inspired by my Nana's daughter. Mondays will be dedicated to my family. I'm still working on the full construction of this blog. I guarantee creativeness though and fun entertaining ideas.

Going to San Diego for meps on Wednesday.



"Don't waste potential, because when it's gone or in the process of fading, it will judge you on what you did with it."

-fredd0

NANA

This is my wonderful NANA!
A little over 2 years ago(november 2006), we(my family) found out that she had cancer. She went to the hospital while I was at work. I got that bad news phone call from my mom and left work immediately after talking with my ex-girlfriend. I played "roses" by Kanye West in my iPOD OVER and OVER again. Our family had came closer together, and we ended up having Thanksgiving in the hospital with her in an waiting room! Around late January and early Febuary of 2008 the doctor told my aunties that she had 6 months to a year to live. It has been a year now and she is still alive!!! Unfortunately she now is showing symptoms of the end stage of the cancer. Its VERY hard to see my NANA like this.

I am her ONLY Grandson, so me and her have a very special bond. We did alot together, and I cherish those moments and those missions we had together. Like taking her out to breakfast to TRY to repay her for cooking me breakfast ALL those years used to and still love spending a night over her house! Its like now, she barely remembers who I am, and I want to talk to her so bad because I know whats coming, but i can't find the words to say! Everytime I say "I love you" I know It could very well be the last time I say it to her in person. She told me she wants to be creamated then released into the ocean. She said

"alfred, I need you to be strong for NANA, I lived a GREAT life, so I'm ready to go now. Continue to be the great man you are now and I love you."

YES, I cried, I tried SOOO hard to hold it back, I was simply trying to avoid that conversation with her, but it was REAL, because my NANA and I know NOOOO other way! But to be real. LOLOL when I started crying she made me sit on her lap! lol nigga I'm like 160IBs...so she calmed me down, and I haven't cried since, she will never see me cry again.

The whole family was at her house yesterday bonding and helping one another get through this tough time we are all high key gowing through. People wonder why I haven't left for Texas yet and THIS situation is exactly why. Its Way more important to ME!

This situation is going to cause me to be away for a while, my phone is off also. I'm not avoiding you guys i'm just handling biz.