I'm in Love With a STRIPPER..??

WOOOOW

Just had thee dopest weekend I have had while being in Texas!

Ummm went to "Peeping Tom's".....

Wait let me tell you the whole story though. A group of friends and I went to Dallas last Sunday on a mission to turn 21, and we did....successfully! haaahaaaa. Later we met up with some good ol' flight members from good ol' B.M.T. So we all decide to go to dinner, WOMEN were invited, drinks were drank, and we all had a nice chill time!!!

NOW AFTER this event we grasp for something to do in the big city of Dallas. STRIP CLUB..?? FREAKIN AWESOME!!! lol soo we ventured out into the wild dark yonder! So when we first get there its pretty cool everyone is looking aroung kinda vibing ya know, then my friends says, "I heard if you don't tip girls out here(Dallas) then the bouncers beat your ass" lmaooo, now that's funny cause I kinda believed him, SOOOOO I started tipping! bomb chicks too, later on in the night I end up "conversing" with a mighty attractive stripper. we talked and talked and she kinda got in trouble for talking to me so much instead of "getting that money" so we go to the back and she gives me the most intimate dance ever experienced in life. So after that we developed a kinda bond for the night (FOR FREE) she sat down on my lap and just as I was about to ask for her number SHEEE asked me if we could exchange...WTF HELL yahhh...(Martin Luther King J.r. VOICE) = "IIII HAD A DREAM...TOOOOO TAKE DOOWWWWN A STRIPPER...ya digg) lol

SOOOO LIVE YUUR LiiiFE..AYEEE

Thoughts of a WEIRDO...

Friends...?? wait friends with benefits..?? ohh ya that's was the one. Can women handle that role?? lol, well, my past will say..."FUCK NO" Someone always catches feelings...RIGHT??

If its "no big deal" why make one(big deal)?? ...sound like a woman? Agreement? I would have rather stayed friends too, that's the sad part. I guess human beings have poor self control, well I'll admit to that.

I'm definitely looked at like the bad guy, ALWAYS, maybe I was trying to spare this girl's feelings, kinda cared about what she thought and all...so yah, I held my tongue, it is my understanding not everyone can handle the truth. Truth is, after the first weekend, she got clingy(according to me), and borderline annoying the week after. I am a weirdo, I am very social, BUT I'm a weirdo who still has problems. Friends with benefits should not really spend that much time with each other. Is it wrong to keep stress in your life to yourself? I like time to myself, alot of it, especially at this point and time in my life. I reflect on my life and this new adventure I been on for a couple of months.

The world is bigger than her(you). Getting mad that we don't hang out is DUMB...WAIT, and getting mad about TEXT is EVEN DUMBER, Guess we can call those actions dumb and dumber?? lol...right? Ohhh lets get disrespectful, it would definitely be the FIRST time..cause I know she's not serious. I have other friends, I have myself, and I had her. I enjoy kicking it with all of the above....especially myself. All this extra shit is just drama to me, and THEE EXACT MOMENT that drama is introduced into a friends with benefits relationship it is automatically compromised. We can never go back to doing what we were doing, I would like to still be her friend though.

So wait a friend understands who you are though right?? lol not really...you can say I change, or you can accept the fact that you never really knew me in the first place. She said she will "give me a chance to grow some" LMAO....wow sounds like a childish challenge, you don't have to motivate me to keep it real with you...