San Antonio

Can't sleep, that's usually how these blogs go!

Anyway San Antonio is NOT what I expected...at all. The thought of a big city in a state you never thought you would be in sounds like it has alot of potential and chances to empress.

Me, I'm all about fun times and memories, basically just going hard. Which can be recieved in a big city. If you would have asked me in August "where do you think you'll have more fun, in Wichita Falls, tx or San Antonio, tx??" I would have said San Antonio without a doubt, hands down.

Ironically, that's a big hell no. I go out and party with associates or my "one" friend Patton, but it's not all that. I tell people that I'm having more fun than I am, just because I expected to, and I still low key think that I should be. I think that's my pride not letting my friends see how much I really miss them, and how I'm kinda struggling.

I feel like I'm holding back as far as friends are concerned, because my tech school friends were dope as hell. I could phone them and have a function of some type within minutes. I could walk next door and have a serious convo...even a man to man convo. The people out here are shady and have no sense of frienship, it's all about getting ahead of the game. My mentality is "any new friends I make here will not compare to my other friends". I came here opened minded and optimistic, and I already have became fatigued with the thought.

I miss my friends.

On a plus side, I have communicated with my family way more than I did while I was away from home in Florida and in tech school. My family has been the ones keeping me level headed. I love my family, and I miss California!!! I will be going home next month, which should give me a whole new perspective on life, and the things I need to accomplish. It will be like Gatorade.

"it's not god punishing you, it's the devil trying to destroy your spirit, and lead you to darkness"

-mom dukes

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Time flies by...

So now...what can I say?? Sheesh 3 months in tech school. I have grown alot from this experience. At the end of the day any beef I had meant nothing, found out who stole my phone...and decided to let it go. Not being a bitch, but I got a new one, I bounced back on my feet, like always. I'm too shitty for these niggas anyway. The women I had problems with is out the window, either we are cool or neutral. I tied all the loose ends. Not leaving with enemies. Once again I'm on a new adventure, that's my life!!! Sheeesh, yo this time I'm bout to rip up San Antonio and nooooot let it rip me. I will know a couple of people out there, dental goes hard. So, my class...."naaaah eff that" my family. What do I say about them. We hit it off, and continued hitting it noo homo. Like any family, we had tough times (trials and tribulations), like most families do. In the end, I can honestly say that I love them, no homo, because of the shit we been through. It was very hard for me to watch everyone leave today. I had a "slight" breakdown this morning just thinking about it/listening to music. Set myself up for failure with the music. Lol marching to school was always shitty, but you know we had to get it in on the march back to the dorms ALWAYS. Ordering food at the school house cause we were all lazy as shit, or we needed to stay to study for da P.C.(Ssgt faraux voice). Taking those discouraging walks next door to take block test "ohhhhh nooooo".....hahaa. Hmmm what about GA LAB!? scary as hell, first patient everyone shitted in their pants, except Ssgt Holbrook/A1C Alexander, who went EXTRA HARD in the lab since day one. Who can forget my rediculous roast sessions with our instructor Ssgt Bender, ohhh myyy! Those were good times. Streeters beatboxing the freestyles Putnams singing...ohoooo yeeeeaaaaahh....lol.

The back of my head and being LATE to everything,

streeter's BIG inflatable lips..nappy hair..and sex drought,

Thiboaux's moster shaped body (no homo),

Coleman falling asleep while looking like Chris Brown/Drake..and snitching! lmao

Jackson's shoulders and cupcake sessions,

Sasse's alcohol addiction,

Greer being slightly retarded,

King being BLACK as STOOP.../BOOW,

Dejesus's BIG DONK...but couldn't dance...

Putnam's being a proffessional wrestler,

Patton's BIG hair,

Olivera the SPAZZ,

Lickman licking men (no homo?),

and all the TDY's

You All will be missed!!!