The Memoir of Ms.McQuinney

In recognition of Ms. McQuinney, we acknowledge her success and influence on many students lives. She was very approachable in time of need. Kind, caring, and patient were natural qualities she possesed

. The teaching style she had was amazing, which made it much easier to understand the class material. There were many accomplishments on her behalf. Her ability to see potential in every student, give positive critisism and help shape student's character, made her a positive impact on the students she teached.

Things Happen...

I have awaken from my fairytale slumber. The monster to come is a result of being hated, misunderstood, and judged. Basically at the end of the day who ever is going to ride with me, is going to ride with me, and whoever don't want to ride, is getting LEFT, cause I'm always going to be RIGHT when living MY life.

Two Shockers for anyone who don't know...in the order in which they occurred.

First, I CHOSE to separate from the Air Force. Basically, it wasn't for me. The Air Force def is NOT for everyone, and it's hard to understand unless you actually join. People are going to be proud of you, and want you to stick with it. At the end of the day, it's YOU that has to deal with any consequences from that decision.

I initially joined as a HUSTLE, get paid, go to school, and have job stability. Sounds like the perfect opportunity right?? FUCK NO!!! This organization will drive you crazy. I have never been depressed like I was between the months of February and August of 2010. I do believe if it wasn't for my girlfriend out here I probably would have been in a deeper depression then I already was, I used her house as a escape away from it all, she kept my mind in order, and basically on the right track, even when I wanted to knock the train off. I learned that you can run but you CAN'T hide forever. Reality was I was OWNED by them, almost like a slave that gets paid. Being hated by higher ups at work and supervisors trying to intentionally get me in any kind of trouble they can is only a fraction of what I dealt with. Can't really express your mind while you serve, so any sense of freedom is banished. You can follow your chain of command to try to resolve issues that way, but as a airman, niggas try to shit on you. Needless to say my voice wasn't heard, and I had to make moves.

This isn't something I just up and decided to do, I put a lot of serious thought and prayer into this decision. Overall I am happy with my decision, AUG 31 2010 I dropped a massive amount of weight off of my shoulders. Since then I have regaining the person that was lost throughout this last past year.


About 2 1/2 weeks ago my girlfriend and I found out she was pregnant. WOW, yes I know. If you would have asked me how I felt about having children a month ago, I probably would have said "DEFFFF NOT, not anytime soon, maybe when I'm like 30, lol right now I am too young, plus I can nooooot be the stereotype" my family has a ALMOST automatic history of young pregnancies, with the exception of only a few. If you ask them if they are still with the "baby daddy" B.D. for short, not any of them can say YES!!! Well maybe two, but other than that NOPE, and I am NOT judging at all, that's life and that's how the cookie crumbled, so I expect others not to judge me for my mistakes. I love my girlfriend and my future child who's brain is developing as I write this. The way I was raised I am GOING to be HERE for my child. Like forget a b.d. I'm trying to be a BABY FATHER. I understand that this has all occurred from not being FULLY responsible and possibly occurred on one of those crazy nights via "PULL OUT METHOD" lol but all I can do is move forward. I feel like I have had the major talks I needed to have, and I understand that it's disappointing, but I don't need to hear that, I need website, book, and store reference to enhance this new journey that I am about to embark on. I feel like, if no one has anything positive, helpful or encouraging words, then I CAN'T see you. Right now me and Danielle are debating baby names...any suggestions?

Are You Thinking Too Highly About Yourself..??

Well are you?? Lol.

The thing is a lot of people think too highly of themselves. This is caused by fantasies that people make up in their head, to illustrate their physical appearance, personality appearance, and more. Also, more so for females, there are people in life that will lie and GAS people up. lol UNLEADED. and really it's getting sick to me.

This girl the other day kept talking talking talking, ABOUT HERSELF! "I'm a real women, not any of these little girls running around" hmmm ok, your not that old first off and your Facebook conversation alone would not reflect your age, and you hang out with little girls. Please! like if you have to tell "niggas" that you are not the average chick-bla-bla-blaaah, then guess what sweetheart, you are "definitely" a BASIC BITCH. you are the very thing you try to condescend over. Straight up, in this life there are "definites" and "basics".

Def- Is basically THAT BITCH- she knows what she wants, she not fake, and has proper capability to hold down a man. You do not deny this girl to others...she's definite.

Basic- Your lame, and you overrate yourself. Lol.

NOW, with that all said, I encourage everyone within my path of life, to keep it real with themselves and others when it come to the person they are, and what they represent.

My Life Through Song

..Off of the THANK ME LATER LP. by Drake.

The act or instance of resisting or capacity to resist.

A force that tends to oppose or retard motion.

A PROCESS IN WHICH THE EGO OPPOSES THE CONSCIOUS RECALL OF ANXIETY-PRODUCING EXPERIENCES. ----MY relation...

Do you put up a fight to NOT change(resisit) or do you let changed consume you?? It's easier that way, and change can sometimes be healthy, but to change who you are, are you really ok with that? Are the people around you ok with that? Or do they not matter. How do you feel when someone tells you that you have changed? is it a suprise, do you really even care??

I'm asking a lot of questions but I also have a lot of answers!

My love

Once upon a time there was a extra fly young man(whose name is annonymous) was bored on a Saturday night. The option was to either go to a dorm kickback function, orr chill in his room for the night. Later two friends came to his dorm and asked him if he wanted to go to a party/club. The young man turned down the oppurtunity. Being a good friend he called his hommie BEEZY, and told him about it. Now there were four friends begging this young man to go, and he only had 20minutes to get ready! Laughing his ass off, he knew 20 minutes was nooot enough time for excellence. He took 40 minutes to get ready, and of course they waited for him. He was told it was a STOP LIGHT PARTY, so wear green if single, yellow if single and not really looking, and red if taken. This fool decided to be "rebellious" and wear grey!







On the way out of the dorms that night the young man and BEEZY met a flock of white girls who were trying to kick it, the young man networked and promised another time. The group arrives to the party hyped up, even though it was like 30 degrees ouside. The young man was the last to walk in, and as soon as he pays the door girl a stranger yells out "aren't you going to tip the door girl?" the young man feeling all kind of hyped up tips her ONE dollar, cause she was ugly, but he figured ugly people have to eat too. The young man liked what he saw, there was a couple bomb college girls there, danced with a couple, then started raping the bar. Like a lot of people who drink, he had a desire to smoke. Him and Beezy make a trip to the car for WINE black&milds and a hoodie. When they get back inside they met this flock of weird looking girls inside who were sitting next to them the whole time. They match blacks with eachother like they were blunts. Laughs. They all get aquainted, and really start vibing. "is that your girlfriend?" the young man ask the girl






"noo" she replies, not knowing that he asked to check her relationship status. Throughout the night they exchange Twitters


, numbers, and personalities. The group of weird girls left a while later. Later on that night they text back and forth, which lasted till about 4 or 5 in the morning. The text relationship went for a couple more days until the first phone call was initiated. After that night the young man knew she was special, and suddenly "get to know eachother type of caking" didn't matter to him, he could care less. A few weeks later the two met up at The La Cantera Mall in San Antonio located by her school, UTSA. He was eager to meet see her again, and she was nervous for some reason, it was a great night nevertheless and very productive to their friendship. The next week the young man went to California for vacation, and ended up caking with her the majority of the time. When he returned to San Antonio in January, the two made plans to kick it again. This time it would be at the infamous "4209". That was the first of his many weekends there. He met all her close friends and almost imediately got addicted to the lifestyle. The two made it official and began dating on January 20th of 2010, the next month LOVE was introduced. They have done nothing but grow every since, despite a one month break up, which also helped the two grown, they have been inseparable.

Those two are Alfred Carr and Danielle Scott.








Today is currently our 5th month anniversary, and this is a #shoutout to her! I love my girlfriend, I think about this chick all the time. She inspires me and motivates me to be the Man that I am. She is one of my life heroes, and I respect and appreciate her for that. I never wrote a blog about a current girlfriend, which means she must be special right? Lol people may think, it's weird that we met in a club, but we could have met anywhere, ya know. Either way we would still be poppin, she's my gift in life, despite stolen car, laptop, and iPhone...I'm glad that I still have her!

-iPhone love

Timeline

Yooooooo!
It's been a while. I'm back, much has changed since my last post. I've had many ups and downs. Got my car stolen, lost a iPhone, and I'm in a relationship with Danielle Scott.
<--- this was meant to be posted months ago....

Since then I have actually broke up and got back together with Danielle and got another car, which I no longer have! Lol charge it to the game right?! Yup. Last year around this time I was in basic training, right here in San Antonio. I never thought that I would actually enjoy this city after that experience. Here I am realizing the way life really works, and how you have to go through certain things, to get to the next level. I have a lot of moves to make right now, and I have burned a lot of bridges over these months, so I am a one man team here at lackland. Shoutout to the hommies at the OUTPOST for holding me down, and helping me keep my mind in this organization of brainwashers...live fast and die young! Lets toast to life and life lessons, celebrate with a toast
when the sun goes down, get lost in the night...cause you know we gon light it up..sooooo fuck niggas..bitches too, all I got is my hustle.....and this will due.


- iPhone Love...

Cali

The land has been beautiful....ecountered a SMALL problem, but pushed forward. The women are still lovely....wheather is poppin...and I love my family!

The main reason for this trip to Cali was to see my "WESTiE" Dro, who I have been spending a lot of time with... Yesterday we did a photo shoot in SB, and today we did the same...but 200 pictures from yesterday accidentally got deleted!!!!!! Ahhhh those were the most firrrre too! Lol CHARGE IT TO THE GAME...

I fly out tomarrow, should be in San Antonio at approximately 6:07pm. I have a layover on San fran... Hopefully my homegirl keke will come out...

Ohhh and the bloooooooggg is back suckka...if not for you, FOR MEEH!!! .......



























-iPhone love