My Life Through Song

..Off of the THANK ME LATER LP. by Drake.

The act or instance of resisting or capacity to resist.

A force that tends to oppose or retard motion.

A PROCESS IN WHICH THE EGO OPPOSES THE CONSCIOUS RECALL OF ANXIETY-PRODUCING EXPERIENCES. ----MY relation...

Do you put up a fight to NOT change(resisit) or do you let changed consume you?? It's easier that way, and change can sometimes be healthy, but to change who you are, are you really ok with that? Are the people around you ok with that? Or do they not matter. How do you feel when someone tells you that you have changed? is it a suprise, do you really even care??

I'm asking a lot of questions but I also have a lot of answers!

My love

Once upon a time there was a extra fly young man(whose name is annonymous) was bored on a Saturday night. The option was to either go to a dorm kickback function, orr chill in his room for the night. Later two friends came to his dorm and asked him if he wanted to go to a party/club. The young man turned down the oppurtunity. Being a good friend he called his hommie BEEZY, and told him about it. Now there were four friends begging this young man to go, and he only had 20minutes to get ready! Laughing his ass off, he knew 20 minutes was nooot enough time for excellence. He took 40 minutes to get ready, and of course they waited for him. He was told it was a STOP LIGHT PARTY, so wear green if single, yellow if single and not really looking, and red if taken. This fool decided to be "rebellious" and wear grey!







On the way out of the dorms that night the young man and BEEZY met a flock of white girls who were trying to kick it, the young man networked and promised another time. The group arrives to the party hyped up, even though it was like 30 degrees ouside. The young man was the last to walk in, and as soon as he pays the door girl a stranger yells out "aren't you going to tip the door girl?" the young man feeling all kind of hyped up tips her ONE dollar, cause she was ugly, but he figured ugly people have to eat too. The young man liked what he saw, there was a couple bomb college girls there, danced with a couple, then started raping the bar. Like a lot of people who drink, he had a desire to smoke. Him and Beezy make a trip to the car for WINE black&milds and a hoodie. When they get back inside they met this flock of weird looking girls inside who were sitting next to them the whole time. They match blacks with eachother like they were blunts. Laughs. They all get aquainted, and really start vibing. "is that your girlfriend?" the young man ask the girl






"noo" she replies, not knowing that he asked to check her relationship status. Throughout the night they exchange Twitters


, numbers, and personalities. The group of weird girls left a while later. Later on that night they text back and forth, which lasted till about 4 or 5 in the morning. The text relationship went for a couple more days until the first phone call was initiated. After that night the young man knew she was special, and suddenly "get to know eachother type of caking" didn't matter to him, he could care less. A few weeks later the two met up at The La Cantera Mall in San Antonio located by her school, UTSA. He was eager to meet see her again, and she was nervous for some reason, it was a great night nevertheless and very productive to their friendship. The next week the young man went to California for vacation, and ended up caking with her the majority of the time. When he returned to San Antonio in January, the two made plans to kick it again. This time it would be at the infamous "4209". That was the first of his many weekends there. He met all her close friends and almost imediately got addicted to the lifestyle. The two made it official and began dating on January 20th of 2010, the next month LOVE was introduced. They have done nothing but grow every since, despite a one month break up, which also helped the two grown, they have been inseparable.

Those two are Alfred Carr and Danielle Scott.








Today is currently our 5th month anniversary, and this is a #shoutout to her! I love my girlfriend, I think about this chick all the time. She inspires me and motivates me to be the Man that I am. She is one of my life heroes, and I respect and appreciate her for that. I never wrote a blog about a current girlfriend, which means she must be special right? Lol people may think, it's weird that we met in a club, but we could have met anywhere, ya know. Either way we would still be poppin, she's my gift in life, despite stolen car, laptop, and iPhone...I'm glad that I still have her!

-iPhone love

Timeline

Yooooooo!
It's been a while. I'm back, much has changed since my last post. I've had many ups and downs. Got my car stolen, lost a iPhone, and I'm in a relationship with Danielle Scott.
<--- this was meant to be posted months ago....

Since then I have actually broke up and got back together with Danielle and got another car, which I no longer have! Lol charge it to the game right?! Yup. Last year around this time I was in basic training, right here in San Antonio. I never thought that I would actually enjoy this city after that experience. Here I am realizing the way life really works, and how you have to go through certain things, to get to the next level. I have a lot of moves to make right now, and I have burned a lot of bridges over these months, so I am a one man team here at lackland. Shoutout to the hommies at the OUTPOST for holding me down, and helping me keep my mind in this organization of brainwashers...live fast and die young! Lets toast to life and life lessons, celebrate with a toast
when the sun goes down, get lost in the night...cause you know we gon light it up..sooooo fuck niggas..bitches too, all I got is my hustle.....and this will due.


- iPhone Love...

Cali

The land has been beautiful....ecountered a SMALL problem, but pushed forward. The women are still lovely....wheather is poppin...and I love my family!

The main reason for this trip to Cali was to see my "WESTiE" Dro, who I have been spending a lot of time with... Yesterday we did a photo shoot in SB, and today we did the same...but 200 pictures from yesterday accidentally got deleted!!!!!! Ahhhh those were the most firrrre too! Lol CHARGE IT TO THE GAME...

I fly out tomarrow, should be in San Antonio at approximately 6:07pm. I have a layover on San fran... Hopefully my homegirl keke will come out...

Ohhh and the bloooooooggg is back suckka...if not for you, FOR MEEH!!! .......



























-iPhone love

2010

Happy New Year!

Late as fuuck right??

Give me a break on this blog shit too! Like anyone still reads...PSSHHH

Where do I start??

I am currently on my last day of vacation in California. This vacation was much needed, not only to reflect on my past and compare it to how I have grown, but also to spread knowlede to others, about whats going on in my state!!!

I notice that when I come to Cali my friends decrease, the numbers just get shorter and shorter. I spent a lot of time with family this time, didn't overbook, and basically threw my "Throwback Pussy" out the window. I'm stronger from that!

In the end family is all you will have, cherrish them hold them, joke and laugh with them, and try not to be easily irritated. I love my family YO, and low key anybody that loves me, loves them too, cause they are the reason I am the person I am!

I kinda debated mentioning this next topic/person. I met a nice young woman (who's name will remain anonymous) at a stop light frat party. Low key I met a couple of women that night, but some how she climbed that long weird fredd0 ladder! lol that sounded weird. we have been talking for a while and I decided that I like her, A LOT! which doen't happen too often. I feel like she matches me and my weirdness, she is NOOT affraid to "go there" she's down, and is (at the moment) living up to her ride or die mentallity...in my life. I basically talk to this woman everyday, which puts me DIRECTLY in the cake catergory!!! She's real low key as far as other peoploe knowing about her. I give this woman a loooot of my personal time, and really give two shits about doing anything else. It's weird that my vacation didn't really wedge us apart, it was pretty consistent. That's enough of that weirdooo though, she might read this and get excited!!! :-)

My NY was pretty dope, I seen a couple of friends I haven't seen in a minute. Got EXTRA faded like I'm suppose to! Popped that ROSE..lol My celebration was good for 2010 morale, and now I have the fuel to go out and do meeh in Texas. I'm still high key shittin on niggas and fees, its not even funny yo, kinda sad...shed a tear for them...

THEN I'MA PICK THE WORLD UP....AND DROP IT ON YA FUUUUUUUUCKiiN HEAD!!!

Holiday thoughts

So, you can't please everyone. You can sure as hell try, but your just goin to fuck yourself over. The funny thing is that people know that you can't please everyone, yet they will still get mad, sad, and brand new. Eveyone wants to be your priority...well I'm screaming out fuuuhhk that. I'm too grown and too much of a realist to get caught up in that. Like yo I'ma start taxin people for fredd0 time..

I feel like I grew up from holidays!! Like I'm nooooot gonna sit under a Christmas tree as a grown ass man!! Ya kno..let's just buy ourselves and the children shit and call it JESUS's bday!!! People forget that last part and it's sad that the media pours material items into the weak minds of human beings! Christmas to humans is like a electronic give away day!!!

[[2weeks later]]
I hung out with everyone that I felt was important...maybe next time Pops!!! Hahaaa

Extremely Pissed off

Like 5 of my blogs got deleted....what the fuuuuuck. Nooooot happy....

I had a new fire saucy one too...